EMO Day

Now I really feeling a bit "EMO" for screwing up again on the stage,.Will I ever get to perform decently another time?....hmmmm,......its always the case with me,......I feel that I can do it, that I can perform a good show one day and awe the audience,....but everytime I go up there,.....I get pretty much tensed up and start messing up,.....Why do I ever want to perform?,....well its inner issue actually,....I feel that I need to express more and performance helps me in it and the main cause of doing it is that I feel like doing it,...but I know that I am not a performer,...Now I need the time to sit back and think,...to have a time of my own,....to overcome my fears and,......maybe one day,....will get back on the very same stage and give a good performance,.....but for now,....I can only say sorry for those who have supported me all the way for disappointing them. Thanks Alex,....for sticking with me and your guitar performance was astounding,........thanks Shane for encouraging me, and thanks Xing Yii for always mentioning about my "scandalous" relationship.....and thank you co13ras for turning up and cheering,....I really love all of you guys,......



ps:This is meant to be saved as a draft but I published it because frankly, you ppl are
the ones I think I am close with,........