Cold as fire

It's good that I still remember the password and ID after such a long time.

I'm not avoiding you guys on purpose, I think it's just the OCD getting the most out of me, or me getting the most out of OCD, whatever.

I didnt spend more than 5 lunches in entire Sem 3 without notes, or with companion, or both.

I think I didnt have more than 5 family dinners in entire Sem 3 as well.

Writing and composing? I seriously thought of that before? I havent had a non-medical book with me for more than 10 minutes for 1 year I think.

-I'm not writing these to exemplify my dedication, but simply to let you guys know that it's not that I havent been allocating any time for you guys, I havent been making time for my best high school buddies(though 1 of them is OCD as well), I havent been allowing myself anytime as well.

The OCD, I had NO idea about it at all I have it when I entered IMU. I literally slipped from an undecided medical student into the shoes of a Type A personality student...

I didnt tell you all this during viva because I was still caught up in a huge drama, and somehow, till this very day I have no idea how the whole drama changed my personality and my life.

I just dont seek for a friends-filled birthday celebration anymore, not looking for a karaoke session, a dinner with group of friends etc.

As for what I want to achieve out of this, I hope to live a good life in a good place, have my skills recognized, accepted by a good hospital and further my training, that's all. Dont need a 3-storey tall bungalow, a BMW, a Nobel prize, whatever.

Does this spell materialism? I hope not, I do try to listen, and help the people around me as much as possible(except all the 2 or 3 hour long gatherings..)

-I swear that I had no idea that I'm aiming for all this 'simple, old' stuff when I came in. That you should be able to tell that the change in a mere 1.5 years is significant enough.

As for am I still a part of the group? I am, but then again why do you need someone who cant be there most of the time?

Does it sound complicated? Perhaps. Through every stage in my humble life I always find it hard to fit in the norm.

Dinner and Gossip

Thanks Ming and Mich for recommending this place for dinner last night, coz I really liked it! :D I suggest we go there again and try out their dishes for sharing, cos I saw some pretty interesting stuff on their hand-written menu :D

And it was a GREAT NIGHT catching up with all of you guys! It really made me miss those times in uni, and even though my upcoming Sem 4 timetable is downright shit, I look forward to spending time with you guys again :)))) ♥

cats

we are all catz...sitting in a circle...

POST EOS 3 - penang 4D3N

first of all~

CONGRATULATION to all co13ra!

you all made it!

feel so proud of you all~

lets have a small celebration after we all gather again k! =)

MUST enjoy our holiday to the MAX!

(Y)

and also thanks for the penang trip!

can't believe...

we are all in sem 4 when we meet next time..

feel free drop by and post something to share k!

<3

Together

im happy because co13ra always is co13ra.

something that you need to know.

1. i create a twitter account. (HanShinYi)

2. i create a skype account. (Shinkitty90)

3. i love all the photos that i took by myself although i dunknow wat is "photography".

4. i miss the time we all having lunch at cafeteria last time.

5. i am very stress.

6. i miss my home, and my dad ask me dun go back next week coz he wants me to focus on study.

7. my mum asked me to go Europe with her after my summative and i rejected her again, as usual.

8. i am scared of my competency test.

9. i cannot drink coffee and tea.

10. i can't wait for my taiwan trip with Teng Chui Ling and Tan Yee Ling.

Do you know that you thought you knew, but really didnt?

1. WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO. ntm...

2. Photos lie. Haha my skin is not so white.

3. I met bill keith today. He helped us remember that the true objective of NTm is for charity, and not for glamness.

4.Is short term memory loss common for medical students? I seem to be having it super alot since Eos2

5. I like how my friends are getting attracted to other people. Reminds me of a young me back in sem 1. Innocent, naiive, cute, shy, and cute.

#boom i tag Shane for a post.!

Do You Know...

1. Life in uni is f-king busy till there's just no time to breathe eat sleep shit anymore. The only plus side is that I lost weight la, other than that I S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y need a holiday.
   
   
2. I shall contradict the sentence above by saying that I'm at my happiest state right now :)
   
   
3. Student council is... quite interesting. Tell you guys more when we next have dinner together.
   
   
4. Although Summatives are looming nearer and nearer, my mind's still pretty much in a state of denial/dormant state where I'm too numb to feel anything. I think once May comes, or when the lack of activities finally allows dust to settle, I need to brace myself for a nervous breakdown.
   
   
5. Eh Alex, I wanna become full-time library furniture from now on; Starbucks is sucking the money out of me T.T
   
   
6. So when is Shane ever gonna start writing in the CO13RA again? We could do with his new bitchy personality hahhaha!
   

Hmmm... I think that's all, does anyone else wanna do something like this? It only takes 5 minutes of your time-off from studies and it gives me and everyone else a good read :)